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 I'm bored with my life at the moment.My job isn't very interesting and I feel older than my 24 yrs.
I've been dreaming of other men, even though I'm happy with my current boyfriend, who is also the father of my daughter.
I want to experience the feeling of being in love and the rush.Is it bad?

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reniwi
Sep. 11th, 2007 04:39 pm (UTC)
No, I don't think it's bad to want to feel the rush of being in love again. Sometimes when I think of moving out, I wonder if Chad and I will fall in love all over again and it'll be like when we were just dating. 'Cause, you know, we won't be living together and all that. Yeah, maybe I'm the bad one. ;)
angelhugsxo
Sep. 12th, 2007 08:36 am (UTC)
Its a pity the feeling of being in love doesn't last forever, it's one of the greatest experiences in life.
Kevin and I have been together for 4 years and we've lived together for 3yrs. So we know all there is to know about each other by now, even the gross habits!LOL!
So there's no mystery left.
We did live apart for a year,we were in the UK and Tara was 5months old. I was suffering from postnatal depression and decided to come back to SA because I needed more support.
Anyway, that was the longest year of my life and when we were reunited it took us another 8months or so to get used to being with each other.
It was actually really difficult and we almost broke up.

reniwi
Sep. 12th, 2007 03:40 pm (UTC)
Yeah, I know. Hubby and I are in a pretty rough spot right now with our marriage. Sometimes I wish we could go back to dating. :)
angelhugsxo
Sep. 13th, 2007 09:16 am (UTC)
My relationship isn't doing so well either.I've asked myself so many times if relationships are worth the stress and heartache...
I still don't have the answer.
Lately, the good has been out-weighing the bad.

I've also considered going to counselling with my boyfriend but he doesn't believe in therapy of any kind!I can't even get him to go to a doctor when he has been suffering from stomach aches for the past 3 months.
;)

reniwi
Sep. 13th, 2007 03:16 pm (UTC)
Ooh, I hope he is okay and the stomach problems are nothing serious!
kooligal5
Sep. 11th, 2007 07:16 pm (UTC)
It's Okay...
I feel the same way you do sometimes. There's nothing wrong with fantasizing about someone else when your in a relationship, as long as you don't act on anything.

A lot of people say that every relationship is the BEST in the beginning, but as time goes by and each others true colors are displayed, then things aren't the same or at its best anymore. I think people get too comfortable and may even take the person for granted at times.

I tried to get my boyfriend to spice things up a little, which was great, but it didn't last for more than 2 weeks. It seems like once a child comes into the relationship, the connection fades with each other a little at a time.
angelhugsxo
Sep. 12th, 2007 08:01 am (UTC)
Re: It's Okay...
It's comforting to know that I'm not the only one experiencing this.I know that I wouldn't act on the fantasies, cheating is definitely not something I can do, the thought of betraying someone close to me is to much to bare.

What you say is true, once a child comes into the relationship the sparks disappear as time goes on and our responsibilities grow.
In the beginning we use to cover each other with kisses but now most of the kisses are given to our daughter because she's so precious! we both love her to bits and we're often more affectionate with her than with each other.

We're also very comfortable and laid back in our relationship, we haven't actually paid much attention to it in the past 2yrs.We're still
trying to find a balance in our lives.

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